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  Subject: K-9 Handler Ty Colson

  Mission: Deliver an injured war dog to the woman of his very naughty dreams

  Savannah “Van” Cantrell is the girl Ty Colson could never have. She’s also the sister of his best friend—and blames Ty for his death in Afghanistan. The last thing Ty needs is a reunion with Van. Or a reminder of their too-potent chemistry.

  Van wants to give her brother’s dog a loving home, but seeing Ty means facing the anger, the blame and the electric current of sexual energy between them. And while Van trusts him to handle almost anything—including her body against his—she’ll never trust her heart to a man determined to walk back into the line of fire.

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  Dear Reader,

  The minute I read an article about Military Working Dogs I knew I had to write a story highlighting these amazing animals and the soldiers who serve beside them. It takes a special kind of person to form that bond with a highly trained K-9.

  For Ty Colson, working with dogs has always been easier than dealing with people. Unlike almost everyone else in his life, no dog ever failed him. For Van Cantrell, accepting the dog injured in the same bomb blast that killed her brother is a challenge. But the more difficult obstacle is confronting the complicated man who delivers Kaia...a man she wants to hate but can’t help loving.

  And while it was easy for me to fall in love with Ty and Van, it was even easier to tumble head over heels for Kaia.

  Military Working Dogs dedicate their lives to serving our country just like every other US soldier. But when they can no longer serve that purpose, their journey back to a normal existence and a family who can love and support them is often difficult. However, there are organizations that provide funds and programs to assist in this transition. If you’re interested in learning more please visit missionk9rescue.org/about-mission-k9-rescue.

  I hope you enjoy reading Ty, Van and Kaia’s story! I’d love to hear from you at kirasinclair.com, or come chat with me on Twitter, @kirasinclair.

  Best wishes,

  Kira

  Kira Sinclair

  Handle Me

  Kira Sinclair writes emotional, passionate contemporary romances. A double winner of the National Readers’ Choice Award, her first foray into writing fiction was for a high school English assignment. Nothing could dampen her enthusiasm...not even being forced to read the love story aloud to the class. Writing about sexy heroes and strong women has always excited her. She lives with her two beautiful daughters in North Alabama. Kira loves to hear from readers at kirasinclair.com.

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  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Excerpt from Tempted in the City by Jo Leigh

  1

  THE MOMENT WAS HAZY. Surreal. Nothing about this day should be happening. And yet, it was.

  Numbness, desperate numbness, had finally begun to spread through his body thanks to the expensive bottle of whiskey Ty Colson had brought to his best friend’s wake.

  Ryan would be pissed at all the somber faces and tears. They’d served together, so had talked about what they wanted if the worst actually happened.

  Ty always thought it would be him.

  It should have been him.

  Hell, there wasn’t a single soul in his life who would care if he died. At least, not now that Ryan was gone.

  But his buddy... Ty’s swimming, unsteady gaze dragged across the crowd of people who’d forced themselves into Ryan’s parents’ home. His buddy had so many people who would miss him.

  An ache centered in the middle of Ty’s chest. He countered the pain by pouring another shot of liquor into the glass beside him, then slammed it back.

  “Is this really how you want to pay your respects to my brother?”

  Savannah Cantrell’s smooth, smoky voice slipped down his spine. Another ache, a familiar one, centered much further south, kicked into overdrive.

  His gaze dragged from the golden-brown liquid sloshing over the side of his glass, up the perfect black dress that hugged her body, across the pale skin of her face to eyes that were pinched, unhappy and full of judgment.

  So what else was new?

  Van had hated him for years. No doubt blamed him for Ryan’s death, too.

  She wouldn’t be wrong. Not really.

  “Yes, as a matter of fact it is,” Ty said, happy to realize none of his words slurred. A shit-ton of whiskey might be coursing through his veins, but he’d be damned if he’d let anyone realize just how wrecked he was.

  Especially Van.

  “Ryan wouldn’t have wanted this melancholy bullshit and you know it.”

  Van’s mouth compressed. He expected her to start spewing a diatribe. Instead, to his utter shock, her chin began to quiver.

  He hadn’t seen her cry once today. And that bothered him. Not because he didn’t think she was heartbroken over Ryan’s death—he knew she was—but because he understood, better than anyone, that she needed the release.

  Van didn’t like anything messy or out of place. She liked her life perfect and controlled. He could have told her that was only an illusion, one easily killed by a single bomb blast.

  Even now, her eyes glistened, but her jaw clamped tight, her will kicking in as she refused to let a single tear fall.

  “Well, shit,” he growled. He couldn’t just let her stand there, fighting alone.

  Ty reached for her, wrapping her in his ar
ms. He offered her the only thing he had—comfort and understanding. Even as he braced for the inevitable rebuff.

  Van hadn’t wanted anything from him in years.

  But to his surprise, Van melted into him. Her body sagged as she buried her face into the crook of his neck. Her sweet, tempting scent ballooned around him. Something soft and feminine. Expensive.

  Awareness crackled across his skin. He tried to ignore it, but that was difficult. Especially when she was right there, wrapped in his arms, his better judgment dulled by half a bottle of whiskey.

  They stood for several moments, silent. She didn’t cry. That was a battle he’d always known she’d win. But her body trembled. The soft, almost imperceptible quiver running just beneath the surface of her skin as she fought to regain control impacted him more.

  After several moments she breathed, “Get me out of here.”

  She didn’t have to ask twice. Grabbing the neck of the bottle with one hand, Ty wrapped his other arm around her. He ushered her through the throng of people, effectively cutting off several who tried to engage her in conversations she couldn’t entertain, then headed out the back door.

  He was in no shape to drive and it was already dark, so their options were limited. But there was a tree house in the very back corner of the huge lot. If nothing else, it would give her some privacy and a break from the well-meaning mourners.

  He and Ryan had helped Van’s dad, Nick, build the tree house when they were younger. Ty remembered the heat, the pain of smashing his thumb with a hammer and the sense of pride when they’d all stood together after weeks of work to admire the finished product. One of Nick’s arms had been slung around Ty’s shoulders, the other around Ryan’s. In that moment, he’d felt like he belonged.

  From the ground, Ty watched Van climb up the pieces of wood nailed crookedly to the trunk of the huge tree. More memories flashed through his mind. Van, her dark brown hair in a single long braid, twisting around and sticking her tongue out at him. She’d tattled to her mom because he and Ryan wouldn’t let her up. Margaret had come out and given them both a lecture about how they should treat little girls.

  But now, he broke every one of those rules as Van’s skirt belled out from her legs, flashing a glimpse of round curves and pale skin covered in black lace panties. A gentleman would have looked away; Ty couldn’t claim that title, no matter how many lectures Margaret had given.

  His body responded with purpose at the tantalizing view. No whiskey dick for him.

  This wasn’t a good idea.

  Ty thought about turning around and heading back into the house when Van tipped backward and looked over her shoulder. “You coming or what?”

  There was something taunting about her tone. Something that spurred him into action.

  Grasping a rough-hewn board, Ty hauled himself up the tree and through the entrance they’d cut in the floor so many years ago.

  The memories of building this place were some of the best of his childhood. At the moment, they were also some of the worst. Knowing his friend could never come up here again hurt like hell.

  Here, the past assaulted him more than anywhere else, weighing him down with regret. Until his unsteady gaze drifted around, finally landing on Savannah.

  The past and the present merged. Maybe it was the alcohol, or the day, or his grief. But he could see the child she’d been lurking inside the strong, stubborn, successful woman she’d become.

  Savannah Cantrell was the girl he’d always wanted. The woman he could never have.

  Van reached out and grabbed the bottle of whiskey from him. He hadn’t remembered he’d tucked it under his arm. She lifted it to her deep pink lips and took a big gulp.

  She sputtered, grimaced, sucked in air, then did it again.

  “Easy, princess.” Ty moved for the bottle, but she pulled it out of his reach.

  “I need to catch up.”

  “You need to slow down or you’re going to end the night with your head hanging over the toilet.”

  Savannah stared at him for several seconds, her expression blank. Then she tipped her head back and laughed. Belly-clutching, rolling laughter that was so out of place it felt ragged and painful.

  All Ty could do was growl at her, “What the heck is so funny?”

  “Do you know I’ve never gotten so drunk that I puked?”

  “I’m pretty sure that’s a good thing.”

  “I’m thirty-two years old, Ty, and I’ve never been really drunk. I’ve never had a one-night stand. Hell, I can count on one hand the number of men I’ve slept with. And I promise you most of them weren’t worth the effort.”

  What the hell was he supposed to say to that?

  “I’ve spent my entire life doing the right thing. Making the right—safe—decisions. Working hard. Hell, I save lives for a living. But what goddamn good is that when Ryan is dead?”

  Van grimaced and tipped the bottle back again. Ty wanted to wipe away the grief that sharpened her words and dulled her gorgeous eyes. But he couldn’t.

  “So, tonight I’m going to get knee-walking drunk. I’m entitled. Feel free to go if you don’t want to watch the show.”

  There was no way in hell he was leaving her alone. Not like this.

  “For God’s sake, at least tell me you’ve eaten something today.”

  Her lips twisted into a bastardized version of her smooth smile. “Nope. At least nothing that counts.”

  She was going to hurt in the morning. But then, she was going to hurt tomorrow no matter what she did tonight. Ty understood the desire to drown the pain in alcohol at least for a little while. Wasn’t that what he’d been doing not thirty minutes ago?

  “Fine, but you can’t drink alone.”

  “Whatever.”

  A breeze swirled through the open square windows. A shiver racked Van’s body. Ty could see the goose bumps spreading across her naked shoulders and arms from across the tree house.

  Shaking his head, Ty walked over to the large plastic bin sitting on the far side of the small space. Lifting the lid, he found several old quilts and a couple of worn throw pillows Margaret had donated to the cause years ago when she’d remodeled.

  They smelled of dust and age, but were dry and clean thanks to the well-sealed bin. Dragging them out, he spread one blanket across the floor, threw the pillows against the bin for support and left the second blanket in a pile so Van could wrap up. It might be early spring in Texas, but the nights could still feel like winter.

  “Sit.”

  Ty could tell the whiskey was already hitting her. Steady, perfect Van tottered as she tried to lower her body gracefully to the ground.

  Instinct had him reaching for her, but she shoved his helpful hands away.

  With a sigh, he settled beside her. Almost shoulder to shoulder, but Ty made sure not to touch her. Not just because it was obvious she didn’t want him to, but because he wasn’t really interested in torturing himself any more than necessary.

  They sat in silence for a while, passing the bottle back and forth. She didn’t seem to notice that he barely took a sip when it was his turn. Or maybe she did and didn’t particularly care. Either way, the heavy silence didn’t last.

  After about fifteen minutes Van broke it. “Do you remember that time you and Ryan crashed my slumber party?”

  Of course he remembered. That was the night he finally realized Van was no longer the little sister who’d followed blindly behind his best friend, but a young woman with breasts and hips and soft pink lips he suddenly wanted to crush beneath his own.

  He could have stopped her from sharing more—should have—but he didn’t.

  He needed the good memories right now, because the bad ones felt like they were going to crush him.

  A laugh fell from her parted lips, not quite bright, but not q
uite broken. “God, I was so pissed at y’all. I’d worked hard to get Kelley Morgan and Julia Price to come over. You guys scared the shit out of us and they both went screaming home in the middle of the night. Ruined my fifteenth birthday.”

  That wasn’t the way he remembered it. “We didn’t ruin a damn thing. Kelley had a thing for Ryan and was only there because she thought you were her ticket into his pants. We were doing you a favor.”

  Van shoved his shoulder, pushing him sideways. “You don’t think I knew that? Hell, I promised they could bump into him in the hallway after his shower, wearing nothing but a towel.”

  Ty slowly turned to face her. “You pimped out your own brother just to get those girls to come to your birthday party?”

  She shrugged. “What can I say? Not my finest moment. And you can’t convince me Ryan would have cared.”

  No. No he wouldn’t have.

  Shaking his head, Ty said, “God, I’ve missed you.” He had no intention of saying the words aloud, but apparently the whiskey had lubricated his tongue.

  She grinned, her gorgeous pink mouth going wide and a little lopsided. Her gaze was blurry and bright, her movements sluggish as her shoulder bumped his and her head rested against him. “Me, too. Sucks, you know?”

  She swayed slightly. Ty wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her against him to stabilize her. He stared down at her, a jumble of emotions tangling inside. Maybe if he’d been sober he could have sorted them out, but right now, that ability was lost to him.

  What he did know was that she was beautiful and in his arms. Exactly where he’d always wanted her, but never expected her to be.

  If she’d kept that aloof edge she used as a buffer he might have been able to resist. But her expression changed. The laughter melted away to something deeper, darker. Something he recognized because he felt it, too.

  Need.

  God, he couldn’t be good when she was looking at him that way.

  Without thinking about it, Ty leaned down and kissed her, something he’d wanted since that summer she’d turned fifteen.

  He couldn’t have her back then.